Jenny's nanny is sick and in the hospital so i get to steal her everyday for the rest of the week from 4-8:30 while her mom is at the hospital.
Katie grew up soooooooooooooooooo much since the last time i saw her like TWO WEEKS AGO she is talking ALL the time and is in the why? stage she memorized a book and was reading it to us in the car. She got sooo big she must have grew at least 1/2 in. I will joke and ask her to come here and she respondes with "Jenny come there??" and i go " no you silly goose you" and then i chase her and tickle her and blow raspberries on her belly and she goes "NO- giggle" then she laughs and laughs and laughs. We sang song today and she was like YEAH-I KNOW THESE I gonna sing.


I want to put her in shrink wrap and keep her little forever!

truth!?????!

Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "

Ta mo bhriste tri thine

Britney Spears had her kid- a boy. Shannon told me i was soooooooooo excited that i couldn't stop singing and jumping for joy. I almost peed in my pants..
OK enough with me ranting about the baby, sometimes my sardism is soooooo uncontaonable that i cringe.
I am almost over my little sicky thing YEAH school tomorrow WOOO WOOO I think i am going to pee I love school
SHOOT ME
i just have to keep telling myself that it is almost over and that high school is just high school and in fifteen years everyone i hate will be old and fat and ugly.
REPEAT AFTER ME:
high school sucks and doesn't really count anyway
high school sucks and college is going to be better
high school sucks and is almost over
THEN REPEAT NUMBER OF YEAR LEFT IN HELL
one year, 9 months 2 weeks 1 day 18 hours and 19 secondsnow 18 now 17............T
his is why i have older friends and Nyack on the weekends or i WOULD GO INSANE. I heart Nyack and bean i bought her for $3 from Shannon. Bean is her dog and my niece.
Shannon and i made plans to go see corpse bride when it comes out
I thought i was going today die but that ladies and gentlemenn is another story
called Indian Point Sirens and woo woo sounds from TV
HAAAAA

TTFN

HIPPO

AHHH school is tomorrow and i still have to do soo much I am beginning to see why having no high school is soo much better.I spent the weekend puppysitting and shannon is not longer a poopie-head. So puppiesitting did not occur and shann and katie and i just spent the weekend going to shannon's interviews and eating bad breakfast food. we went to woodbury commons with the family on sunday because we are weird and i brought shoes and then we went to the diner and chris put mayo in my ear. the next day i was at the palisades mall and i brought cool pants from torrid they are black and on the top have black lace and they make my butt look good. I am all and all happy about school i need to do stuff and not sit and do nothing all day. I hate to say it but i kinda like school and only two more years of high school and i am done.Sara and chris had school today. Chris' first day of high school--I don;t think it went very well and Sara has been sick and couldn't go (she was very upset)-- She called one of her friends to see what it was like-they don' have desks but tables (in 4th grade) and they know NO one only each other i will have to ask her if Mitch -her crush is in the class. i think no one reads my blog anymore
If you love me leave my comments of why you love me and i will comment you back as to why i love you.
and the world will be happy or at least my poor twisted form of it

Night Night

Mei Mei

it is sept first and I am mad school can not come it can not because i can't find anything my summer assigments my books my uniform GRRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate moving in one day with only two days notice it bothers me
AHHHHHHHHHHH
deep breath
i am babysitting jenny without katie( their aren't sisters both were adopted at the same time- diffrenet parents) Jenny is getting a brand spanking new sister or bother when her parents go back and adopt another baby in november- she is adorable and has the cutest laugh and the sweetest smile a real sweet kid her parent are so luck to have her-- you know people always say how lucky they kids are to be adopted but the parents are truly lucky because they get to have this wonderful beautiful baby for keeps they get to have the greatest gift of all-- prue love because a baby's love is so special becuase they love without reason or becuase you are smiling or you hug them they have it so easy their world is so simple no hate no war or violence just love food and pooping that is it.
Having katie all day at playland only made me realize more that i what to be a mother more that anything I loved that feeling of being able to confort her in her tears kiss her boo-boos letting her catch me when we were playing tag It was such a beautiful feeling I know katie isn't my baby and i am not her mommy but i loved that feeling and i could't imagine my life without that feeling i would be empty. Other people don't what to have kids and that is fine I just can't imagine my life without that feeling. I won't imagine it.
this is so much longer than i expected
love and smiles