Mei Mei

it is sept first and I am mad school can not come it can not because i can't find anything my summer assigments my books my uniform GRRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate moving in one day with only two days notice it bothers me
AHHHHHHHHHHH
deep breath
i am babysitting jenny without katie( their aren't sisters both were adopted at the same time- diffrenet parents) Jenny is getting a brand spanking new sister or bother when her parents go back and adopt another baby in november- she is adorable and has the cutest laugh and the sweetest smile a real sweet kid her parent are so luck to have her-- you know people always say how lucky they kids are to be adopted but the parents are truly lucky because they get to have this wonderful beautiful baby for keeps they get to have the greatest gift of all-- prue love because a baby's love is so special becuase they love without reason or becuase you are smiling or you hug them they have it so easy their world is so simple no hate no war or violence just love food and pooping that is it.
Having katie all day at playland only made me realize more that i what to be a mother more that anything I loved that feeling of being able to confort her in her tears kiss her boo-boos letting her catch me when we were playing tag It was such a beautiful feeling I know katie isn't my baby and i am not her mommy but i loved that feeling and i could't imagine my life without that feeling i would be empty. Other people don't what to have kids and that is fine I just can't imagine my life without that feeling. I won't imagine it.
this is so much longer than i expected
love and smiles