Monday, April 25, 2005

Hello
My week off went by so fast.
I had a lot to think about and I decided that a lot of it had to do with misunderstandings so i called olivia and wanted to talk about it and of course i got her answering machine, i left a message telling her that i just wanted to talk and that i did not call to fight. Well she never called me back and today at lunch she and Christine shot me dirty looks and i decided that i just don't care anymore she is not worth all the energy that i put in to it. I know in the depths of my heart and soul that i didn't do anything wrong. She was the one to say the hurtful things behind my back. I didn't say any of the things she thinks i did. Emily( someone i thought was my best friend) like to be liked( because of a past experience) and to do that she like to have people hear what they want to hear, because live and Christine wanted to hear bad things i said about them she would twist things i said so that it would sound the way they wanted it to be. I am so sorry that they have nothing better in their lives than to just made other hurt . One day the things they say are going to come and but them in the butt- hard and then all the people they made feel like crap can rest knowing that the crap they were put through wasn't all a waste of time. I feel like i grown so much, I can rest knowing that i was the bigger people even though she never answered and it is so stupid. She hates me because of my character that is not something i can change like the drop of a hat. It is stupid that they can't handle a little scarcam or a little fun play.
To all those you hold hatered in you heart:
CAN YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT KNOWNING WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS HURTING PEOPLE ?
because you are the person who has to deal with it and ultmantly pay the price.
If you were to die tomorrow would you be able to be at peace with yourself because if you don't then you have a lot of soul searching to do.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Katie, the potato chip eating, elmo loving wonder girl

hi
i am here with katie and she being a little restless so this will be quick:
here is katie

httghik


you guys get all that she wrote that she loves you all for beening so gosh darn freakin wonerful to the best babysitter she has

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Mafia Princesses Strikes Back

Julie your blog was being a poophead(like everything else in my life) and I couldn't response to your blog.
Nanny was proposed to by al capone. We came this close to being the Gottis plus grandma was in the carriage at the time so great-grandpa would of had to have been uh..... put to sleep if you know what I mean. THERE is nothing wrong with being catholic your dad just dislikes the Hilperts.
You lack tact young grasshopper you should have told hi that you were pregnant first then told him you werent playing basketball. He would be too upset about you being pregnant to even care about basket ball. (...... I hope) Then if he didnt kill you you could tell him that you are not pregnant(.....again I hope{you are too young to be doing ANYTHING, you hear me young lady, if I find out that you are you better run I will KILL you first, then we could go shopping at Baby GAP})
Back To Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:
last week I was sick on Wednesday and Thursday and on Friday I had off for Popey's Mass, I told Emily that I was sick and it was her fault, she had been sick the whole week ad I was just joking. Well Saturday there was a yankee's game and she had tickets and she took Olivia( a whole different story) Christine and Mark. She took Christine just to spite and acted like a bitch the rest of the weekend.
There has been alot of tension lately and I am so tired of the GIANT elephant in the room. Olivia is a hypocrite, she ALWAYS says that you shouldnt write about someone in your PUBLIC livejournal, well one dayu at the libary i read hers and she wrote that i am selfish and spoiled and that I am just one HUGE asshole... every wanted to kill someone?????
I am all alone now I feel like I have no friends and and the ones I do I don't spent a lot of time with.
I have never had a best friend (because Rubie doesn't count)
You two are my only friends, real friends you know what i mean. I never felt like I have fit in at any school and I have friends but if I talke dto them bfor more than 15 minutes we have nothing good to say we justend up talking about some teacher or who hooked up with who where to get the best drugs.....(just kidding on that one)
I think you two need to come and live with me so I can have friends ( dont worry we will get sickj of each other in two weeks then you can go home)